AHH ok so i'm gunna say some stuff without putting too much out there.
I work at a cram school and i got this job from a friend. This friend's best friend is my supervisor.. and he has a student... this student is 16 yrs old
anyways... like i said im not his teacher or anything... anyways i recently quitted full time.. and im NOT even part time.. (technically im not even a teacher there anymore)
I only sub when it gets super busy. I really like him... and he is really interested in me too. Until he kinda got worried and sketchy about me being a ex-teacher there.
What happened was, we saw each other at the bus stopped and made eye contact and smiled at each other, i couldnt talk to him cuz there were other students there.
Anyways i added him on a social networking site.. k.. i REALLY like him.. he just has such good manners for his age and he looks my age!!! He is probably 5'11 and built nicely and super handsome.
He told me he was turning 17. And he said i looked familiar (which is weird cuz my classroom is beside his and we made eye contact all the time, it's OBVIOUS he knows i was a teacher...)
Ok anyways a lot of things happened and basically he ended up not responding to my texts anymore.. and being all weird. When i sub and i see him (i probably see him once a week now and i try to avoid him but he always goes to the bathroom and passes the office...) i really do miss him and still attracted to him. On those subbing days he will leave me messages again but i ignore them.
It's weird.. i know sometimes he is distant because he knows it's wrong...
and i know sometimes I KNOW he is right and that is also the reason why i try my best not to respond to him either.
Is it really wrong for us to be together? (and also get anxious and get nightmares thinking about my supervisor (my friend's friend who got me that job) finding out since he is the teacher of the guy i like)
It's wrong right? I think i just need to hear it from a 3rd party. Cuz when we go out together we look the same age. I look 18-21years old and he looks about 22-27 years old.